Distance sucks. (Taken with instagram)
It’s 4am and im sitting in my bed right now thinking. I can’t stop. too much has been going on, and it has gotten to the point where Ive been feeling suffocated with thoughts. It has messed up my life, I ruined the best thing that has ever happened to me, I’m losing my friends, and I havent been able to love my self in a while. But something hit me, today a beautiful and big hearted girl in my town died. It made me realize that u could be sad and mope but in the end we all end up in the same place. Life is not fair sometimes but I have finally realized that I have to make the best of it, be kind to what’s in front of me, and just smile. Rest in peace Courtney, you will be dearly missed and thank you for showing all of us how to appreciate life more.